May 10th 2013

May 10th 2013

Hari ini tetap seperti biasanya. Bangun pukul 04.35 am. Apa yang berada pada arah pandangan ku juga tetap sama. Sprei merah yang sedikit berantakan, Teddy Bear dan boneka bola pink ku di sudut kanan kasur, dan Putri yang masih terlelap di ranjang sebelahku. Pikiranku belum penuh. Masih remang-remang. Bahkan pandangan mataku masih buram sesaat setelah aku terbangun dari tidur singkatku.

Semuanya berjalan seperti biasa. Bahkan aku serasa tidak memiliki beban pagi ini. Padahal pada jam pertama nanti akan ada STANDARD MANDARIN EXAMINATION TEST. Aku juga nggak belajar sama sekali semalam. Entahlah... Pikiranku hanya ada pada Fakultas Kedokteran. Paradigma ku sudah berkata lain. Pikirku, buat apa belajar mandarin, toh passionku ya jadi dokter. Bukan jadi guru Mandarin. Hmmmm...

Untung seragamku sudah siap seminggu sebelum hari ini. Jadi nggak perlu terlalu ribet. Hari ini aku bertekad berangkat lebih awal, buat belajar Mandarin.. hehehe. Ya at least aku pengen nggak malu-maluin nama XI A4 lah meskipun passionku bukan di Mandarin... Untungnya pagi ini aku nyempetin buka buku mandarin meskipun cuma sebentar.

Di sekolah....

Aku inget Ayah, inget mbak Yundhara, inget mas Reza, inget Hasan, dan masih banyak lagi. Kata Ayah, aku harus bisa menjaga kehormatan diri, apalagi aku jauh dari orang tua sekarang. Pasti kok yah... :)

Pas pelajaran Math, aku nggak ada di kelas. Kebetulan aku dimintai tolong buat ngurus surat dispen. Ya sudahlah, dihadapi dengan proactive. Akhirnya aku nggak kebagian pelajaran Math. It's OK!

Pas pelajaran IT... Aku inget Mbak Yundhara. Mbak Dokter cantik yang selalu jadi inspirasiku buat berjuang masuk FK. Mbak Nda... Ijin search namanya mbak di google yah... :D 

Mbak Yundhara itu... Mahasiswi FK UNS. Cantik orangnya... Sayang banget sama orang tuanya sepertinya. Calon dokter yang hebat. Pengen aku ketemu beliau. Pengen tanya-tanya tentang FK. Aku pengeeeeeen banget masuk FK. Aku pengen bantu orang, biar nggak sakit-sakit lagi... Pengen bantu ibu-ibu yang melahirkan, biar nggak sakit waktu melahirkan... :)

Optimis, Shin! Setiap ada kemauan pasti ada jalan. Semua ini cuma kerikil-kerikil kecil... Belum apa-apa. Jangan banyak mengeluh ya! Kata Ayah "Wes to nduk gak usah minder. Masya lakumu gak sebanter kanca-kancamu, gak popo. Ben uwong ki duwe cara lan dalane dewe-dewe. Gak perlu meri karo kancane. Dijalani ae alon-alon. Ayah karo Mamamu ndonga terus saka kene ben anak-anake dadi wong sukses kabeh. Berdo'a terus, belajar sing sregep. Insya Allah koe iso mewujudkan apa yang kamu cita-citakan."

Makasih Ayah... Mama... Semuanya bakal tak perjuangkan demi kalian. Semoga suatu saat nanti aku bisa jalan-jalan sama Ayah Mama ke Mekkah ya, buat naik haji. Nyuwun dongane terus nggih Yah, Ma... ^^

 

Myths of Corruption!!!

http://prezi.com/hy8j_nodphhb/edit/?auth_key=goq6ws7&follow=0lz5wwptjzxc

For Miss Kyky

Hi Miss... How is life? We really miss you here. where will you go back miss?
Anyway, i've made my prezi task today, Tuesday, 19th February 2013.
This is the link. 

http://prezi.com/clno2ip_xjqq/edit/#14

http://prezi.com/clno2ip_xjqq/edit/#4_28557359

From 'ur assignment about prezi, i've already know how use it well. someday when the teacher asks me to make the kind of presentation, i'll make it by prezi.
Thanks a lot, Miss...

Lovely Feeling on my 17th and Month of Love

January was the great month for me. I got my sweet seventeenth on this month. this is not only about my age that increased, but I got so much love from people around me I think. I got a nice painting of my picture that's painted by my boy. Beside that I got some surprize from my house, that's HOUSE SHARK. On february itself, i'll enjoy my journey also, because many people say that this month is a month of love. So no one can make me desperate again, right? i'll make my day so colourful with so many smile everywhere.

Diversity to Make the Beauty

            Honestly I got confuse to decide what things I would take to follow this topic. The first I decided to take the photos of some people, but unfortunately they not gave me permit to take their photos. Finally, I decided to take the pictures of some plants. Yaaaah... around my dormitory, there are some kinds of plants which are planted by the gardeners. This is not only around my beloved dormitory, but also around the “light house” hall. I think the kinds of these plants have represented the topic of diversity. Why? Because here I found some different plants such as: plants that only have small leaves without flowers, citrus, green chili plants, black chili plants, ‘red leaves’ plants, and others. Not only that, they also have different usage and functions. Green chili is used as seasoning, while black chili is used as the decorating plant. Then the other plants are having the different usage, too. This proofs that there is diversity among every single plant that lives around.

   According to me, the presence of diversity is not the big barrier for us to be united. In my opinion, the presence of it can make us more mature. We can introspect ourselves when there are differences among the people around us. Do not suppose that diversity is a way to be broke. Suppose it as the way to grow up and become more mature. Moreover, actually diversity can build up the unity, because the presence of many differences can complete us to be one big character, so we can be a big unity.

During my last 17 years life, I often find diversity around me. I often find the different character among my friends, and sometimes it gets con each other.  The one that I do knows them and try to be proactive. I believe it will bring the good side for me, even I must face the bad situation first.

Let’s back to my pictures above. The philosophy of the diversity of plants above is: even the plants are different; they can produce the beautiful view on my dormitory. It is same like our condition in daily life. Let’s make our differences become beautiful view  in this life.

Go Ahead

The seconds have passed

The minutes have passed also

They just disappeared

Such a villain who go away without any responsibilities

Time is like a train

Come with full of expectance

Go without leaving a shadow

So that’s why….

When the times just gone,

Regret are growing everywhere

“Regret” never sees your dignity and perfection

“Regret” comes to whoever it wants

But regret is not the end of the world, dear

Just stick in your mind that everything gonna be OK

As long as we strive to be better

As long as we show off our big effort toward the world

See your face on the mirror…

Dive your deepest heart

And find what you have done on the past

I know that everyone is foul

I know that everyone has failed on their certain way

I know that everyone ever fell down to the deepest well

But I’m sure…

There is no thing can’t be changed

There is no thing that can't be better

There will be a bright way after the darkness we got

Never say that we are too late to be better

Never discuss about the bad past that can kill you.

Find out yourself here

Go out from the box

Find your best resolutions to make you better

No more regret,

No more desperate!

God is aside…

Just go ahead and do what you should do…

Resolutions! 2013 success!

Hi Miss… How is life? I really want to hear your stories about all things you experienced there. Any way, did you make some resolutions for this year? Miss Anis told me to make some resolutions for this year. I hope you will make the nice resolutions for the opening of 2013, too.

 On this year, I don’t wanna feel “galau” again. Because I know that come to the past and regretting the something that have done won’t solve the problems. Precisely, regretting something happened will make us more slumped and fall down to the deeper well. Then… The thing that we need now is being proactive person.  

To be proactive person we must believe in ourselves that everything can be changed, include our failures. Yaah,,, on 2012, I have so much thing that must be changed. Remedial, bad attitudes, worst effort / struggle, the delayed assignments, and others… Those are my overall failures on the previous year.

Remembering the dark past isn’t a wise decision. It’s better for us to rise up as soon as possible after finding the bad side of us, even it just a little thing. Fortunately, this is a new year for every people in this world, right?... This is the opening of 2013… I suggest that it’s the best time to evaluate ourselves. Not only evaluate, we need to make some resolutions to switch the mistakes that we made before.

So do I… I have made my own resolutions for this year. I have decided to change my bad sides during the previous year. Now, I’m promise to decrease my remedial rate at school. Yah… I’ve tried to write my agenda notes every week, Miss. After that, I write my important notes. These notes really help me to remember what I should do everyday. So, slowly but sure, I can manage my time well even this is still a little bit mess management. As the result, I got the nice progress of my score on this beginning semester.

The next one…I have realized that I often speak as I please, so I often hurt others without my knowing. Moreover I was a shy easy. So, if I feel I have mistakes, I was so confused about what I should do. I confused whether ask to apologize or not. This year, I will keep promise to change all of those. I have made a new resolution to replace my bad behavior. I’ll try to think first before I said the statement. I was determined not to hurt others through my spiel. I promise to be more careful with everything I will do and say. Amin..

The next… I want to be a doctor. This is the year where I must show off my struggle to the world. “If I believe … I can achieve”. Start now, I don’t want to underestimate myself again. I’ve known that everyone is same. The success comes to the person who always shows their efforts for their dreams. So that’s why… In this year, I won’t throw this great chance to study hard. Because I know that “Doctor Degree’’ will come to me soon. Amin J