If I am becoming a Great Students at My Class like Them

The first impression when I begin to enter my classroom everyday is: I enter such kind of chemistry laboratory which is full of genius professors, while I just a nerd girl who does not know anything about chemistry, but unfortunately I’m forced by someone to enter this laboratory.

            Oh God… Sometimes I feel so under pressure when I stay at my class. Quickly they understand what the teacher has said. Once get explanation, they will understand it directly. While, I need more time to be understand what the teacher said. I must try to understand it in several times, and then I’ll get those points. I often think and ask to my self “am I different with them? If yes, why must I stay here? Or… Am I too underestimating my self?”

            I have tried to be pro active student. I have tried to look for my good side in order to motivate my self and not fall down deeper. Unfortunately, I still feel that I can’t be as high as them… I don’t know why. Finally, I often give up….

            My teacher has ever said that we can’t underestimate ourselves. In this life we are same. To be good person, we must give our big effort to face everything in front of us. Once more… he has said that we must have target to be a good one, because life is full of competitions, and we must survive inside this life.

            Since my teacher has said like that, I try to change my paradigm. I start to have big desire to change my self to be better. I tried to make daily schedule, list of big rocks and small rocks, plan everything that I will do, and I try to force my self to be diligent student even I have so many organizations that wait me always.

            I have made some promises to my self… If I can reach my target and become as great as them, I will not be arrogant. I will stick the philosophy of paddy in my brain. This philosophy said that “Paddy will bow when it contain more than before”. So, when I can be a good student, I won’t show off all I have. I want to be a humble student who always helps others who get difficulties.

            Then, I will share my knowledge to everyone who needs it. I think it is really a good thing if I can share the good side of mine towards other. May be people suppose that it just a little thing... For me, these are really a great thing if I can give something useful to other people. I believe that it will be so great for my future if I often to help other people to get knowledge in their life.

            The last… If I’m becoming a great student like my classmates, I’m sure that my bright future will wait me at the door named success.
Undoubtedly, I can be a great obstetrician. I can help mothers to give birth her babies, help many women who have some problems with their uterus, and finally I will see the funny babies’ often… beside that, I’m sure that  my parents will proud of me if I can reach all my dreams… Just wait me, Mum… Dad… Your lovely daughter will show you that I can fly…. As high as them absolutely… Ganbatte Shinta… !!!!

           

If I were the Chef of National Commission of Empowering Woman

To be a woman is not as easy as most people thought. Behind their suavity, women hide a secret that they have a great strength inside themselves. They just want to make themselves to be unique by hiding their strength inside their soul. Maybe people often suppose that woman is a weak, complicated, and troublesome person. But... Have you ever imagined how strong they are?

Woman is like an eagle… Look so silent, but actually they have a great strength inside. Let’s see… We often know and see mothers do the hard work for their children. They willingly hoe others’ field for the sake of their children. The greatest one is when they do those kinds of jobs without crab anything they do, even so much sweat drip from their forehead and tiredness come to them.

And the fact now shows that woman dignity is trampled by so many people, especially men. Such kinds of discriminations, violence, rape, and also women exploitation are the common things in this time right now. Those things are not taboo things again now. Many people have supposed that these are new culture in Indonesia. In the other side, the presence of these cultures never considers its victims, who are women. In these cases, women are always disadvantaged, while they easily make it as a new culture in Indonesia. How pity this country is…

If I were the chef of National Commission of Empowering Woman, I want to hold up the dignity of women in Indonesia. I don’t want to see any kinds of violence and discriminations among women again. Women are tones of pearl for our country. So that’s why we must hold them up.

The first thing that I will do is : I will ask all women in Indonesia to gather in a very large yard. I will demonstrate the role of the real woman on that place. I will explain “The real women are those who can act as usual as a woman, a woman who stay calm, do the work which is suitable with the level of their role as a woman. Not those who act like a man and those who violate their role as a woman.”

The next step… I’ll make woman assurance for every woman in Indonesia. The mechanism of this assurance is : every small region will be protected by guards. So, every woman will be saved from any kinds of violence or rape. The guards here also have job to supervise such kind of violence that the husband do towards his wife.

The third… I’ll make a certain schedule for every woman in Indonesia to have gathered.  I’ll give some skills for them that can help them to get income for their family. By doing this, I’m sure that they are not necessary to do hard job for their family.

The last, I’ll check the condition of women in every region periodically. I’ll make sure that their conditions are good, save, and free from any kind of crime. Then I will give them some gifts in order to they always happy every time in their life.

Yah, if I were the chef of national Commission of Empowering woman, I’ll do all of those. Slowly but sure, it can bring the good changes towards our Indonesia, especially women. Keep holding your dignity, girls!! 

Tones of Steels for Us

When the sunshine starts to open its eyes,

It seems like a mom who tries making her son get up from his bed

Our soul are growing up

Our brain are starting to find the wonderful planning that we’ve made before

We really know

These are so hard to face

We have many tones of steels for each person everyday

At morning, we start to stride yard by yard

We bring much brilliant idea for that day

We have prepared everything to do our best

We all have already known

We have a battlefield to do the war

And it’s so horrible to imagine inside

Because there are so many destroyer those are followed us

That’s true…

Laziness, sleepy, boredom…

We always think that they are our friends in our battlefield

But we must know…

They like enemy in a blanket who seems so good to us

But they slowly break us by their foul ways

One thing that we must know

We are together

In daily life, school, and everywhere

We are brothers and sisters here

You are not alone

So am I, here

Let’s come up together, dude

Don’t let anyone left behind

We start together

We must end together also

One goal that we have together

Future Leaders and a successful one

Just believe in your heart…

Together we can do it…

Together we can (SA 3rd Generation)

My Lovely Family at Sampoerna Academy Malang

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This is Not the End of the World

I believe that every person ever has a problem, even it just a little problem that is so easy to solve. It can be about homework, friendship, family, jobs, and also love.  Maybe, some of us will get stress, desperate, dizzy, frustrations, and others when we get those kinds of problems.

As a student, sometimes I also have many complicated problems during my life. This is not only about homework, assignment, school, and other academic problems. Sometimes I must face some complicated problems those are out of that. My problems about academic side are mixed with the other problems. And of course, these are really making my brain so saturated and complicated.

Lately, I felt so frustration with my feeling. I felt so complicated feeling at that time. How can? Yaaaaaaaaaaa….. I know this is my teenage phase. This is my time to feel any feeling that is named by LOVE.

Two weeks ago, I knew that there is a boy that let his heart to stick on my heart, but I’m sorry, I can’t tell his name on this lovely blog… Do you know who he is? Yah, he is my friend at school. I don’t know why, he suddenly came to my life without any certain reason. He came easily and changes my life suddenly. Wait… “Changes my life” here means that he had made my brain and my feeling so complicated. At that time, I don’t know what I should do. I must prefer my boyfriend at Ponorogo, my study process at school, or him as the new comer of my life.

I can’t lie to my self, that as fast as he comes to my life, he can take my big attentions towards him. Honestly, I can’t describe my feeling to him, but I often feel that I always want to near him every time. Is it love? That question always comes to my brain when I begin to let my body to stay at my night bed.

In the other side, I know that I have a boy that is far away from me. I’m really confused to choose the best choice for me and my life. I don’t know which one I must choose, my boyfriend, he, or my study process at school. As a labile teenager, I need someone to tell about this big problem. Thus, I try to tell all of these to my friend. She is Mini. I tell everything to her, and she tries to give her best solution to me. After I get the wise solutions from her, I try to think more about this problem. And almost a week, I feel so GALAU with this condition. I want to cry, but this is so hard to do. Finally I face my GALAU with my biggest struggle. I tried to sleep, play everything I want, open my facebook account, and others.. But this is still making me galau, guys…

One day, I get an inspiration… I don’t know from whom that inspiration comes… Clearly, I’ve found my best way to choose. And I’ve make paradigm that this is not the end of the world… And finally, I choose to not choose both of the boys, and I prefer choose study hard for my best future. There is no relationship anymore before I become a success person. That’s my promise.

Obviously, Computer Can Spread Possessive Viruses towards Human Being

             This is not a strange thing when we find some people use their gadgets on every spot of place. They chat with their fellows, listen to the music, browse, or may be taking their picture by themselves.

 If we go back to some years ago, that view was really irrelevant with the condition on the past. Many people are busy with their own activities, such as: bargaining, go to the market, clean the house, and others.  This is so rare views to see people bring and use their gadgets everywhere. At least, when they want to do something with gadgets, they must go to “WARNET” first.

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The Big Monster For the Students, What's that??

Homework.. This is the freak word that can wound our mind.. This is about think, read, write, analyze, and can make us get stress. Sometimes, it comes to us in the big amounts, and of course, it’ll confiscate our spare time with a sense of forced.

By the way.. Almost most of students didn’t know well the essence of homework itself. They just do the teachers’ instructions about the homework.. And sometimes.. They do their homework which is so pile up till the midnight. Moreover, they willingly do the homework till the day is changed. Waaaaww!!! How great the strength of home work to attract our attention is.. 

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As a Wise Students, We Can't Grade Them!!

Teacher is our second parents after our parents at home. Teacher is a person who led us to the way that’s named by intelligence. They teach us so many things, such as: biology, physics, English, mathematics, and others. Moreover, our teachers sometimes teach us about the way we can have the good attitudes in our environment.

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Doctor.. Oh Doctor.. Will U be Mine?

Being a doctor is my big dream since I was child. I think this is the good job ever. And this is full of pride, because by this job, we can help many people.. But, for being a doctor need the big efforts from ourselves. Effort for having the much knowledge, and effort for paying the vees.. But, If I can't be a doctor someday. I believe that God always give the best for me... God is fair.. 

Is It Fair? I Think Not..

So many times we hear the word of “Election”. Can you imagine how complex it is? Have you ever thought critically about what going on with the election is?

As a common people, may be some of us often suppose that election is only a process of selecting and selected, and finally it determines who the best leader is for the community. But… How far we know about this election? What about general election in Indonesia? I’m really sure that not all people know it so well… Most of us still think simply about the election that happens in Indonesia, right?

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What life is...

Life isn't as difficult as we think.. Life isn't as easy as we fear.. Life is a bid.. And we are the buyer of it.. Take your best choice on this unexpected journey..